Post by Vivian Walker on Dec 15, 2009 18:21:17 GMT -5
VIVIAN MARIE WALKER
* Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you -
And still you won't hear me.
(going under)
Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again .
HEY THERE. THE NAME IS fallenangel, AND I AM 19 years old.
I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR ABOUT about 2 years & I'M A BEGINNER/INTERMEDIATE AFTER ALL THIS TIME. MY OTHER CHARACTERS WOULD BE ---. OH, BY THE WAY, I READ THE RULES. WANT PROOF?
THE CODE WORD IS ADMIN EDIT
- - - - nicknames, Viv for short
- - - - gender, female
- - - - age, 20
- - - - sexuality, bi-curious
- - - - member group, Fan
- - - - (if band or crew)band, n/a
- - - - play by, Rose McGowan
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- - - - hair, dark brown/almost black
- - - - built, athletic
- - - - height, 5'7''
- - - - fashion sense, dark/eccentric: tends to go for jeans and cute shirts, not much of a girly girl. She considers herself more of a tomboy...a rare sight to see Vivian in a dress and/or high heels. She likes skinny jeans and ankle-high boots. She goes for the darker side of the color palette, like dark red..black, of course..and navy blue. Be sure to have a camera at hand, if you see Vivian in a skirt/dress. She can definitely pull the whole 'girly' look off quite well, she just chooses not to.
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- - - - loathes, womanizers, onions, gossip/rumors, being betrayed, the smell of cigarettes, being lied to, cockiness, peanuts(allergic), cruelty to animals...
- - - - strengths, can handle herself in a fight, compassion for others, dancing, playing the guitar...
- - - - weaknesses, music, chocolate covered strawberries, her stubborness, dogs...
- - - - dreams, she hopes to become a songwriter someday...either that, or a dance instructor..
- - - - fears, drowning, clowns, being betrayed, that her ex-boyfriend gets out of prison, losing a friend or loved one, dying alone, being burned alive...
- - - - overall personality, Vivian may seem and/or act like she's some tough b*tch, but if you manage to get past her tough exterior and see who she really is, you'll see that she is a sensitive and artistic individual who has a bit of baggage. Vivian tends to keep people at an arm's length, afraid to get hurt again. If she doesn't get too close to someone, then she won't get hurt. Am I right? Maybe, but that doesn't stop her from ending up alone on the weekends. A fierce and loyal friend, so if you mess with any of her friends, you mess with Vivian. She is a force to be reckoned with, when she's angry. You don't trust me, then go ask Bobby Pierce: the school bully that picked on her too many times and totally underestimated her. Wrong move. He went home that day with a broken nose, bruises, his left wrist in a cast, and a big bump on the head. No one had picked on Vivian since then, no one even dared.
She is quite artistic, playing her guitar and writing a few songs. A bookworm at heart; Vivian likes to read every chance she gets. It is her escape from the real world. She can also dance, big thanks to the lessons she took when she was younger. Vivian does a bit of trust issues, especially when it comes to the opposite sex. She got hurt bad by a guy, not so keen on a repeat. Vivian may seem a little shy at first, until she gets more comfortable and you know her better. She has a good heart, so much of offer the world, but will she ever? Vivian is quite creative, her drawing skills are good, sticking more to drawing landscapes than people. Vivian's quite a stubborn individual too, once her mind's made up, there is no use really in trying to change it.
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- - - - family,
Natalie Walker: mother(deceased)
Andrew Walker: father - college professor
Jacob Walker: younger brother - student
- - - - pets,
Shadow: a black lab
- - - - overall history,
Vivian Walker was born on October 13th, to Natalie and Andrew Walker. The first of two children, her younger brother born when she was two years old. In spite of the age difference, they were quite close siblings. Everything seemed to be going great for the Walkers, but little did they know, a dark cloud was forming upon the horizon. When she was about 12 years old, Jacob being ten, their mother became pregnant. Vivian was actually quite excited, wondering whether it will be a little sister or another brother. As the months passed and her mom was soon in labor, there was a complication and she died in the midst of the birth. The child was born, a baby girl. Vivian and Jacob were quite devastated by the loss of their mother. A few days passed, and to add to their own grief, the baby passed away as well. Her name was Samantha. A great blow to the Walkers, dark cloud looming over them.
A couple of years passed, the Walkers finally getting over all the grief entirely and things are starting to get back to normal. Well, as normal as they can be. Another year came and went, Vivian's now a 15-year old teenager. She was ready for anything, that is when she met her first love. Henry Evans, a junior in high school and captain of the basketball team. She was head over heels, it was that simple. But little did she know, he had a bit of a darker side as well. Her dad could sense it too, but Vivian did not listen. If only she did, then what comes next would not have happened to her. He started getting a bit controlling, even hit her if she did not do what he said. She kept it hidden from everyone, denied it even. She couldn't help it, she was in love with him. A year came and went, she was a sophmore now and he was a senior. Henry kept controlling her and hitting her if she disobeyed, it grew a bit worse now. She drifted away from her friends, who have told her to break up with him again and again. Mostly because Henry had hated her friends and kept her away from them. He even beat up one of her male friends, for giving her a hug one day.
Vivian still kept it hidden, but her family noticed changes that she failed to hide. Her changes in behavior, talking less and began to keep to herself more. She thought it was her fault somehow, she even cut herself sometimes as a punishment. Vivian was messed up, definitely. Then, one weekend while her father was gone and Jacob was at a friend's house, Vivian invited Henry over. It was a ordinary hang-out night, when that's how it started out. Then, as they were making out in her room, Henry pushed her back on her bed and started going up her shirt. She pushed him away, a little confused. He asked her if she wanted to, she said no. Henry was not in the mood to take no for an answer. So, he used force. She tried fighting him off, but he was stronger. He raped her, not just once..but twice that night. He threatened to kill her, if she spilled the beans.
She promised him, but she soon broke it. Vivian told her dad, and he called the police on Henry. To protect Vivian, he sent her up to her grandparents to live for now. At least until Henry was caught, and put behind bars. She saw him one last time, at the trial. He's pissed at her, glaring at her as she testified. He even leapt out of his seat and tried to kill her, when she got done. Henry vowed to make her pay for this, as he was being dragged away. Henry had been put behind bars, won't be released for quite a while. Vivian can still see his face, the murderous look in his eyes, as if they're really there. She still lives in fear of him, of the day when he gets out of prison. She has thought about changing her name, quite a few times. Her dad assures her that she's safe, and she believes him somewhat, but for how long?
- - - - rp sample,
*from another RPG*
It is almost 10:00 at night..and Cat is sitting on the couch, with
the TV on. Her sister Nicole has just left for another night of fun
and dancing at a club. Well at least she's having fun..., she
thought to herself, as she changed the channel. She is wearing
a pair of plaid pajamas, holding a cup of tea. Her hair is braided,
pulled back from her face. Well, she could go out too...but it isn't
really her thing. Nicole is the party girl...the social butterfly... not
Cat. Well..one of us has to be the practical one, might as well
be me..., she mused to herself. She is the shy one..who is on
the outside..usually looking in. Or at least that is how she feels.
That is how she has always felt.
She took a sip of her tea, letting the nice and warm go down her
throat smoothly. A couple of tears started to form in her eyes, as
her mind drifted off again. Then, out of nowhere, her mom's face
appeared in her mind's eye. She closed her eyes...and it was still
there. Smiling at her...and those loving eyes of hers...Cat shakes
her head, and the face slowly disappears. ''I miss you, Mom...
so much.." she whispered to herself, as she took another sip
of her tea. Then, an commerical comes on. Catherine picks up the
remote and turns off the TV. Then, everything was quiet..besides
the slow dripping from the kitchen faucet. Cat took one more sip,
before she set it on the coffee table..lied down on the couch..and
whispered a prayer. She closed her eyes, drifting off to sleep.[/ul][/ul]
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