WILLIAMS, derek samuel

[Derek Samuel Williams]

D E R E K . S A M U E L . W I L L I A M S



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i used to be my own reflection, but not now.
'cause my mind has lost direction, some how.
and the clouds above move closer,
looking so dissatisfied.
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing.
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HEY THERE. THE NAME IS WIZZ, AND I AM EIGHTEEN.
I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR ABOUT SIX-SEVEN YEARS & I'M A INTERMEDIATE AFTER ALL THIS TIME. MY OTHER CHARACTERS WOULD BE JOSIAH RALEIGH HILLS. OH, BY THE WAY, I READ THE RULES. WANT PROOF?
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[/color],[/b] derek samuel williams
- - - - nicknames, derk && der.
- - - - gender, male
- - - - age, twenty-two
- - - - sexuality, that's a funny story... it's still in debate. (see history)
- - - - member group, band
- - - - band, paint me famous
- - - - play by, nate novarro
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[/color],[/b] green
- - - - hair, dark, almost black, brown
- - - - built, average, though he works out to much for his own good.
- - - - height, 5' 8"
- - - - fashion sense, normal, give him a white shirt and a pair of levi's and he'll go to town; kind of sceneish sometimes as well. it's pretty much just whatever he feels like wearing at the time.
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[/color],[/b] + not wearing pants, he'd rather be in his boxers. it's actually more of a habit rather then a like; though he likes it so that's of course why it's here.
+ baking any sort of cake, brownie or cookie. he hasn't the slightest idea why, but he adores this sort of thing. that's not to say that he's going to go to school for cooking, by no means, he just enjoys doing it; like a hobby.
+ video games. really? he's addicted. he owns almost every single final fantasy game, regardless of whether or not he actually remembers the story. it doesn't have to just be on a ps2 or xbox for him to play it either, he's in to mmorpgs, random computer flash games, etc.
+ grunge looking patterns, pants, clothes, movies, etc. he's in love with the setting of it and above all the pants, oh the way the pants look....
+ making graphics and getting on the computer. he loves graphic designs and making different site codes on the computer. you could say he's more then a bit of a techy.
- - - - loathes, - a boy named Jeremy. really, he's the reason that derek ran to florida and is currently enrolled in marlot high.
- people. honestly, he doesn't like crowds and he doesn't care for going to the mall at that much because of the amount of people.
- newbs on the internet. oh how he loathes them. one of his main hobbies is indeed role-playing much like us, but he is one of those types of literates that are considered a 'troll'. he just hates them.
- his family; the whole thing. he finds them an irritation to his life, mainly his mother and sister. him and his sister used to get along wonderfully, but they started to trail off as they got older. really he doesn't hate her, he just hates that she hates that he's a protective older brother; even if he's only a few moments older then her.
- old people; really he's just a little sour emo kid, with a hint of funny.
- - - - strengths, derek's very outgoing and he'll talk to anybody, he's very protective of his friends, he keeps secrets like nobody's business, he usually doesn't wear pants(lol, is that a strength?) and he gets over things very easily.
- - - - weaknesses, he's a sucker for anything pink, he has an issue with his temper and he often goes off on anybody around him, he rants way to much, he doesn't know what he wants so most of the time people have to decide for him and last but not least he has a problem keeping promises.
- - - - dreams, derek hopes to, one day, open up his own internet cafe with his sister as the chef, he hopes to have a family one day and he wants to know what love really is.
- - - - fears, derek fears letting people down, hurting himself, himself for one and docks; it's a phobia of his.
- - - - overall personality,
BLUNT{-}
The boy has a way with words that most tend to hate. He doesn't hide things at all, he tells you what's up whether you would want to hear it or not; depending on whether or not you are a friend of his. If he is even the slightest bit confused on the question you ask him, he just plain out won't answer, or he'll answer two answers that don't make since in order to make up for not knowing the actual answer. Other then that, when it comes to serious situations he has a wonderful way of taking things to the max. He won't hesitate to tell you flat off what he's thinking and most of the time he's mumbling to himself so you don't hear it anyway.

SHORT TEMPER{-}
Rather then being the type of guy that just let's things slide and keeps his cool about everything, he holds grudges, doesn't get over things, boils up inside and explodes on any and every body he can. He doesn't mean to most of the time, usually he blows up on people by accident and doesn't apologize until he's calmed down. When he blows up at people on accident it usually just makes him even more upset and he gets in a worse mood, which is why he takes himself elsewhere and beats something in order to calm down.
It's not that he's bad at controlling his anger, it's that he's bad at controlling it, hiding it, keeping it to himself and not getting over things. All around you could say he's just a jerk when it comes to him becoming upset.

DISGRUNTLED{-}
When you first look at Derek you'd think he's a fun loving type of guy; once you get past the glare that tells the world to run him over with a MAC truck. He's got a few problems in his head, his orientation being one of them. Due to past events he has an issue with his orientation. He isn't sure whether or not he is to be cross, or whether or not he is to be straight. He's always leaned towards girls more then guys and usually whenever he dates a guy he cuts it off because he himself thinks them more annoying then a girl any day. He says that they are cry babies, only looking to him for either a good time or emotional support and he's not willing to give either; he needs emotional support, why on earth would he be willing to give it to somebody?

SWEET{+}
Honestly, he's such a softy. If you get him at the right moments anyway. He can get angered really easily, but yet he has a way with making you want to hug him tight like a rabid fan girl when he's sweet. It's rare, but he does show his soft side sometimes. He tries not to, because he did once and it totally backfired on him, but if he actually does trust you enough to let you in, you learn the softer, sweetie, lost kitten side of this short tempered, spazzy, high pitched emo kid.

AXIOMATICAL{+/-}
With Derek, it's what you see is what you get. Honestly he doesn't have any motive to hide what he thinks, or what he wants. If he doesn't feel like wearing pants around the house he'll walk around in his boxers regardless of who is over at his house or anything. He doesn't like it when he sees people, mainly women, and they look a totally different way then they are -and along with that they like to act totally different in front of one person then in front of another one.
He's the type of guy that wishes that most people would realize that it's better to be yourself then somebody else in the world. You came out looking like you because you need to be you, not because you need to be somebody else. He's the type of guy you can judge the book by it's cover and get the whole story down. He loves to be totally random with his outfits, and jazz's it up or down with color depending on his mood. He really shows himself with the outfits he wears around.
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- - - - family,
mother: Maria Jewel Dwelling / fourty-four / works at a modeling agency
father: Samuel Richard Smalls / fourty-six / currently a car re-modeler
step-father: Bradford Jack Dwelling / fifty-one / head detective
little sister one: Rajah Maria Smalls / twenty-two / in london living with her boyfriend
little sister two: Gavin Dale Smalls / nineteen / in maine getting ready to have a family of her own
- - - - pets, tayluh;

- - - - overall history,
BIRTH TO FIVE
Derek was born into a confusing family. His mother and father -Samuel and Maria- met at a bar one night and got drunk. Obviously things followed. Of course the two thought that it was love at first sight and stayed together. Samuel was a construction man and Maria was currently living with her parents, so she didn't have any sort of income. When she was told about the twins, she told her boyfriend Samuel right away and they set the wedding date. Maria and Samuel were the model couple. They never argued and of course they never let anything get between their relationship. She had the twins without any issues. First was Derek whom they gave the middle name of Samuel after his father and then next was Rajah who was given the middle name of Maria after her mother, almost to good to believe. They continued this happy little trip down 'absolutely wonderful' lane, but all happiness has an ending in the real world, this is something Derek came face to face with early in his life.

FIVE TO TEN
Derek grew up with Rajah at his side as his favorite and only friend. Sure, Rajah was able to make friends like there was nothing to it but Derek always had an issue with it; until he met Jason.
His best friend in the whole world. He was about four when he met him, their mothers had met up about every Sunday to talk and chit-chat about who knows what. Derek didn't mind because Jason would play and talk with him and such, making Derek's life so much better then it had been when it was just Rajah with him. Rajah of course would play a little bit to but normally she was over at one of her other little girlfriends houses so she didn't care what Derek did. It was a few years after that when he met her, the girl of his dreams; Tayluh Dolly Shinhan. She was the most beautiful thing in the world, even if they were only seven. He had met her when Jason and him decided to explore the streets they lived on against their mothers wishes. He hadn't met something more wonderful in all of his life. She was so pretty, gentle, honest and gosh darn it she was pretty. Most of the time they'd play little animal games like all seven to ten year olds do and he'd be the lion or the animal that body guarded her from the evil animal that Jason most all the time played for the sake of Derek having a major crush on Tayluh.

TEN TO FOURTEEN
It's not really that hard for a ten year old to catch on when their mother and father were fighting. His mother and father were starting to not get along. He didn't know why, and really he didn't care. He just wanted to see his little sister safe and sound, so whenever they would start to yell at each other or take it farther, he'd shove her head from the back of the couch to his lap and pat her head and play with her hair singing little songs to make the noises from their parents stop. He never wanted her to be apart of something so horrible, he never wanted her to know what they yelled.
He always cried, she always wondered why and by the time he was twelve Rajah was off at friends houses so much that it was just Derek sitting on the couch, watching the television and humming to himself to keep the noises away. Sure most of the time he'd call Jason up and see if he was in town, but Jason lived up in Maine, they had moved away to get a bigger house with all the kids that they were having. He'd hope that life would look up, and it did, two years later; or so he thought.
Valentines day, for everybody, was a time when you were eleven years old to give your heart to some little girl and beg them to be your valentine. Derek on the other hand had better plans. He was going to ask her out. Yes, he'd do it. Really he was gonna.
He had it all planned. He'd wait for that one time during the school day when it was just him and her, just him and the girl of his dreams. They'd talk every day to keep tabs on each other but she was always so busy with her friends just like Rajah, he never really played with her; she always seemed more happy without him around.
Then Jeremy, Jeremy Dexter Woods. That boy came along, right before it was his and Tayluh's time to talk and asked her to be his Valentine. It hurt Derek, it really did. He wasn't spying on Tayluh, he was just on his way to meet her; but Jeremy got to her first. Jeremy was the kid in school that picked on all the dorks to make himself look better... and it worked. The next thing that Derek knew, they had kissed and he had hugged her and she had hugged him back. She ran over and told Derek all about it and from that moment on his life was a nightmare.

FOURTEEN TO SEVENTEEN
We all know that as you grow your mind tends to either spiral up or down, depending or the type of lifestyle that you have.
Derek's spiraled down and then some. He had realized that his sister was happy by herself and that Tayluh was happy with Jeremy and he knew that if he was gone his mother and father might not have been fighting so much. After spewing all this in his brain for about a year, when he was fifteen he tried to commit suxcxde, but a call from his best friend up in Maine stopped him. His best friend had called and shared with him that his girlfriend had just recently been killed; this drove Derek into a hxle. He couldn't believe that through all of this he had forgotten his best friend. He promised Jason that he'd never leave him again, that he'd never think about suxcxde again and of course after that the attempts from him on his own life had stopped. That's when he started playing video games, and online computer games and messing around with the computer for the first time, to get his mind off of everything that was going on.
Through the years of high school stupid things had happened. Jeremy was still a bully, Derek ended up getting into Drugs. Their mother had gotten remarried to some guy named Bradford and Derek had found out that Bradford was the type of guy that liked his girls any age and shape. When he moved in Derek through a fit and ordered that he be sent elsewhere but that was ignored by Maria and he was stuck with this man.
Rajah started not even thinking about talking to her twin and Derek caught on. Bradford was doing something to her and had some how tricked her into not telling Derek. Derek tried millions of times to catch Bardford in the act of mxlxstxng his sister, but all failed. He somehow got away with it, Bradford that is.
It was his seventeenth birthday that his best friend came back into his life. He had moved down and gotten a job that could pay for an apartment and things to live by and so on; this made Derek very excited. Derek was into all kinds of stupid things and he never told Jason; about the drugs anyway, right off the bat a few years back he told him about Tayluh but what he didn't tell Jason was the rumor that had started right as high school did. See, Jeremy had stated that since Derek didn't get any valentines from any girls, and only from one of the boys, that he must have been cross. Tayluh didn't even hear word of it but almost all the kids in the school that was a guy had heard about it. He didn't deny in, in fear that it would make things worse.
Over time it confused him and he didn't know what to do about it other then flow along with it.

SEVENTEEN TO EIGHTEEN
About a month ago he was out at a party that was held at Jeremy Dexter Woods' house. He didn't mind the place, but he only went because it was Tayluh's birthday party. He went with his sister who ditched him upon arriving and got out of the car.
He went in, enjoyed himself a bit and then got on Jeremy's nerves. Him and Tayluh had been talking but Jeremy was extremely jealous over the matter, so he took the matter into his own hands. He didn't take the matter to lightly either. He shoved all kinds of different types of drugs down Derek's throat, making him get overly high and dangerously sick. Derek left the party shortly after that, but he bare remembers the car that hit him while he walked around the streets.
He was sent to the hospital, nobody knows why he was in the hospital but Jeremy -who wasn't blamed because there was no proof that it had been his fault- and it wasn't like Derek could remember who had done it to him. Over those past few weeks he finally remember, but hasn't said anything in fear of hurting Tayluh.
A bit after that Tayluh ended up breaking up with Jeremy and in depression, she ended up also getting drunk. Who did she run to for comfort? Well, she ran to Derek, her best 'gay' friend of course.
Derek was seventeen, at his house and by himself. Seemed like everything was fine that night until she got to his house. He comforted her and kept her happy but the funniest thing happened; she was drunk and he'd wanted her for a very long time.

EIGHTEEN TO PRESENT
After that night he asked her out. He had confessed his love for her and she had said she didn't know what to say. He told her to go out with him to try and figure it out, she agreed of course. Her emotions grew, revealed themselves and he was finally happy again. She had him, he had her. Without a hesitation in his mind, when he turned nineteen he asked her to marry him and to his surprise, she said yes.
After he purposed he was told that she was going out with Jeremy to buy something. Yeah, her and Jeremy were still friends much to Derek's dismay, but he knew she'd be alright. But everything wasn't alright... All Derek knows is that there was a car crash reported on the news that night and Tayluh wasn't home; on top of all that the car that was smashed between the brick wall and a semi-truck was Jeremy's, and they only found one remaining body and she was reported as dead.
He flipped after that, shut himself off and moved away. He moved because he hated staying in the same places that they shared together. Instead of whining about it like a baby though, he lived life out for her. He started work for a farmer, keeping the farm up and going and driving tractors but that all stopped the day he saw an add in the paper for a drummer. He'd done it before, a little bit and was told by his best friend Jason that he was pretty darn good and had a good knack for it. His thoughts were, 'it would get him away from everything and he sure as heck wouldn't mind it all that much' so off he went, introducing himself to the band and playing for them; to his surprise they accepted him and here he is now. He's been with them for about a year, and he's actually kind of liked it.
- - - - rp sample,

Rajah wasn't paying attention. She was staring out the window that she sat next to day dreaming about who knew what. All she really wanted to do was get away from it all, but even school life was starting to get complicated. What with Genna and Kamden... but Kamden did happen to be spending a lot more time with her, which she enjoyed. She let out a heavy sigh as he brother thunk'd her on the back of the head. She glared back at him and gave him a, 'what the 'heck' do you want?' face.
"Dazing off?" he asked in a slight whisper, but he didn't really care if the teacher heard him or not, class was almost over. The over stressed person in front of all the students could get over him talking to his sister.
She shook her head, sighed and looked back out of the window.
"Oh sure, not dazing off. What, did it get a new title that I wasn't informed existed?"
Rajah glared back at him. "Derek." she said sternly.
He lifted an eye brow at her in response.
"Shut the front door." she told him bluntly and then looked back out the window.
Derek furrowed his once lifted brows at her. "Great, not only are you angry with that... Gennie person, you're not taking it out on your twin." he told her with as much sarcasm as there was air in the room.
Rajah rolled her eyes. "I'm trying to listen." she told him with a fake tone of desperation.
"OH. Sorry." he said with all sarcasm yet again. "Didn't know it was so much more important then my nerves." he sounded like the mom of Pride and Prejudiced at that point.

The subjected was dropped for about five minutes, but the bell decided to ring. She snapped out of her daze out the window and stood up, grabbing nothing for she had taken nothing in with her.
Derek stood, grabbed his aviators off the desk and put them on his face. It was one of the only things he drug around with him. He started to follow his sister, walking about two feet behind her and to the side a bit looking kind of like a body guard.
The clothes of were about as simple as their hair.
Derek was wearing a white v-neck shirt, a pair of levi jeans, his yellow high-top converse that never seemed to leave his side ever since he got them three years back and his hair was just simply his hair; a natural sandy brown styled like that of a surfer, wavy/flippy and the like.
Rajah was wearing a black tub top dress with a belt over the top of it to keep it from fall down and showing the world two of her most prized possessions, a pair of black and white xxx-high converse laced with black laces and a white vest over her shoulders left unbuttoned. She had a way with keeping her long black hair straight, and it not looking horrible. It must have been her face that pulled it off, made it look alright. She didn't tease it, didn't krimp it or anything else. Just a simple straightening of slightly curving ends that morning and she was off to school.

They arrived at the normal place were they all met their friends. Rajah took a seat on a table seat, crossing her legs and pulling out her phone starting to do 'Rajah on her phone' things like texting, tweeting and mybook/facespacing.
Derek took a seat above her on the actual table, his legs were not crossed like that of his sisters, no, they were actually spread apart enough so that his elbows rested perfectly on them as he held his aviators off his face, twirling them between his fingers.

Now all they had to do, was wait.

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